One of the aims of the conference we organised in 2019 (from which this web-blog departed) was to overflow the conventions of this sort of academic events by putting in practice divergent forms and methods of communicating and producing knowledge. With this in mind, among other activities, we thought that a Spoken Word Session would be an interesting contribution as the closing act of the conference. For doing so the Basque poet, writer, sociologist and songwriter Martxel Mariskal, together with his musician friends Xabi Lopez, Santi Noain and Karlos Osinaga, kindly elaborated an intimate but mind-blowing Spoken Word Session around the —problematic— notion of Anthropocene. In this post we are really happy to present one of the poems written selected, and performed by Martxel that day:
I Haven’t Felt You Coming
In this knot
each one has his own string
that’s how we build the city of silence
we learnt to be cannibals
without losing the smile
sewing the net at midnight
in the most hidden basements
the mute humidity inseminates salt
in our dry mouths
the killer inside us
is waiting for a new breakfast
I know it is hard to admit we are soldiers
when hating so much to take orders
but it’s not a must to wear military boots
to carry out the mandates
of the invisible force
I haven’t felt you coming
now, please, do go in silence
since I’ve already moved away
tomorrow’s enduring load, from my head
in this knot each one has his own string
in this knot each one has his own string
your melancholic look is just a pose
‘cause I know you make no distinction between
a violin and a rifle
and pieces of dead meat won’t fill us up,
I close my eyes and all I see is
radioactive umbrellas in indolent hands
Two children staring at the full blankness of space
caressing hedgehogs
kissing moles
inventing bridges with their bones
in the puddle of the ashamed animals
the sharp teeth of fear are holding delicate flowers
the tongue is licking broken bottles
the unbearable pressure of silence
is the only real voice
beyond the noise of traffic
In this knot each one has his own string
in this knot each one has his own string
The orthopaedic night does not move forward
the echoes and the images never stop increasing
slowly but abruptly
winter will slide its judgement letter under the door
with the elegance and firmness
of the unavoidable
arrogant actions always go hand in hand
with a justifying story,
a narration, a fantasy, a myth
And you have to sleep
you have to sleep
And you have to sleep
you have to sleep
until you wake up on your own feet
another creature is kneeling down,
inside your home
I’ve put on a silver wig
and I’ve changed my way of speaking
but the mirror is still my enemy
I want to listen to the murmur of the sea
at least in my headphones
how deeply obstinate is the silence
that hasn’t been desired
and you have to sleep
you have to sleep
Now your eyes
your eyes are moles
your eyes are moles
and the eyes of the mole
are drunk tour guides on a busy weekend
Another creature is kneeling down
inside your home
and you have to sleep
until you wake up
until you wake up
on your own feet
In this city of silence
everything seems already gone
we will never become ourselves
we will never become ourselves
The future
is not waiting for us
the future
is not
waiting for us
* This poem, originally in written in Basque, is a variation of the one that Martxel recorded with the post-Rock band Lisabö in their Animalia Lotsatuen Putzua record (“The Puddle of the Ashamed Animals”, 2011, by Bidehuts Record Label).